What makes your heart ache?

Now, this is a topic I could ramble about forever. Being in a rather good mood right now, it is easier to reflect.
So, what made my heart ache in the past is definitely love. Losing loved one's even though no-one died. My first break up, my second break up. The several breakups after, I chose so not much mourning going on there. But oh well, these tearless times were the worst. I was at my happiest and at my saddest moments in life. If you want to believe.
I would say my happiest time was when I was a kid. When you didn't need to think about responsibilities, money and success. When life was just try and error, try and error and repeat.
Well, but the question is what makes my
heart ache and not when were you the happiest in your life.
To sum up the words above, relationships make my heart cry. When I think about friendships that died throughout the years, not only talking about boy and girl relationship. Of course there are a few who stayed close but in the end, nobody seems to appreciate what it means to spend time together.
What does it say about me? The problem you see in others is definitively a problem you criticize in yourself. So, thinking about how I make friends, I wish I could be more relaxed. Most of the times I remain speechless, even if somebody's just pointing out what a lovely weather it is. I wish I could enjoy myself more just going to the supermarket. Because that's where you meet people.
Alas, people make me cry. How or society lets people die from alcohol, homelessness, eating, drinking out of garbage bins. It is horrible.

So, enough for today's ramble.
Cu soon
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